Very very annoyed
got home from piano (was a disaster), put on my pajama pants, poured a glass of wine, went out to check on the garden (nobody can see me, whoo hoo!) and the f-ing deer are destroying my shrubs. My favorite little poof ball chamaecyparis is being destroyed! Plus my arborvitae and my junipers…basically anything that’s rough and pokey. Very upset. The poof ball was the centerpiece of the whole damn thing. Next it will eat my favorite little tree. Buying deer repellant tomorrow and I’m going to put eddie’s cage around teh poof ball tonight. I hate nature!!
Oh well… as I alluded to, piano was disastrous. Forgot how to play tuxedo junction, freaked out, then she got my all upset about my timing on the other piece. Now half the f-ing world is coming to the recital and I’m totally unprepared. ack! I’m stressed. J’s on my case again about drinking. He had been doing so good about nagging. NOw I’m “one glass a wine” watch tonight. Enjoying my bogle petite sirah. Guitar teacher is giving me the cold shoulder. He wants me. He just doesn’t know it yet.
Got another (last) present today from U. A beautiful afghan that she made. It’s really nice. I’ll take a picture in a minute. And a framed picture of me and my nephew. aww.. she’s smart enough to know that a narcissist like me will only put up a picture that I’m in. ha ha… just kidding.
Got to practice. I suck. I suck. I suck!
