Thanks for the fish

For some odd reason I’m having a very strong urge to have a cigarette, which is strange since I haven’t had one since mid January. Had a strong urge last Wednesday too. Maybe my cocktail came too late.. or I had too much caffeine… or sugar. Ugh… Oh! It’s my birthday! Anticlimatic as I’ve alreayd opened my presents. Went to subway and picked up my car from the shop, with a trip to walmart too (yuk).

J’s getting riled up about politics (with himself) and stressing me out more. Need to do my weight training. Ugh ugh ugh. : ((((