I am
the freedom that you’re fighting
I am the sweetness that you’re hiding
I am heaven at your door and I am waiting….
: ) Having a lovely class of Barossa Vineyards Shiraz….yum. Super rich.
Behind schedule already… I guess I just wasn’t meant for routines, as it only lasted a day. It was kind of nice while it lasted though… calm, peaceful, organized. Now back to reality. Oh! I was driving to work this morning on the highway and this gorgeous bald eagle flew right in front of my car…literally yards away from me. It was so cool!!!!! I’ve never seen one so close and it was really impressive.
Had dreams but don’t remember them. Though one of them had my dental hygenist, Sonja, but she was a house cleaner who worked for a service I had hired.
Got my electric bill today…check this out. $32!!! Damn, man. See those CFLs really do work! A few loads of laundry hung outside, tv unplugged when not in us, computers asleep when not in use. Not that hard folks! Next month the clean power should kick in, which will raise it a bit, but probably still under $40.
Vat else? Lupines are pretty on the highway. What are those pink flowers along the highway? penstamons?? Windy… Going through an anti-social spell. I can’t stand people. I don’t even like passing them in the hallway. I have nothing against them personally, I just don’t want to deal with any of them. Well, time for piano, writing, weights, yoga, meditation, bed. The funny thing is that I’ve been meditating before bed but it seems to wake me up and then I lay awake for hours…thinking thinking… Was reading The Mind Map book last night and it talks about the brain and stuff and how when you think about something over and over it sort of hacks out a path that makes it easier to go down again. Not good… as that means certain recurring thoughts I have are going to be harder and harder to give up each time I think them! It’s fascinating though… the potential for your brain is limitless. Must stop daydreaming and use my brain for good instead of evil!!
