Blondes may have more fun…
redheads may just have more… but brunettes have the worst tempers! Or so it would seem. 2 days into being a brunette and I’ve become a total bitch. Had a shitty ego crushing day at work and came home and took it out on J. I wasn’t going to. I walked in the house and decided to let it all go. Then I opened the fridge to find something for dinner and I just flipped. I spent half the day making homemade spaghetti sauce with our garden grown tomatoes and we ate half of it and then J was going to give half to his parents. Now, there happens to be an italian neighbor who makes supposedly awesome sauce and he gives it to my mother in law, so basically it was a competition. That was on Sunday and it’s still sitting in my fridge. Ok, probably not enough to start world war 3 over, but whatever, I apologized. I think he’s still mad at me though.
Work sucked. I got my ego crushed on a professional level. I got my ego crushed on a personal level. I suppose I’m just too sensitive and should let it all go.Ok, I won’t dwell on the fact that I suck and everyone hates me. I want my blankie! Whaa!
But, on a high note, it appears that it only takes one sucky day at work for me to have brilliant money making schemes. cha ching! cha ching! Thought of a kick ass idea to make oodles of money. I have the best schemes. They’re all legitimate. This one has to do with a book I wrote but never got published. I’m thinking I could make lots of money in merchandising. Research to be done… websites to build… (well, websites for J to build).. oh, and I made oodles of progress on my book. I think I have a plot! Now I think I’ll read my plot books and see if it needs tweaking. So far I’m really feeling the love for this book. tHe one I started earlier this year was ok, but I was really just writing it for the sake of writing a book. This one I think I’m really vested in. I mean I’m really vested in.
Depression has also caused me to practice the piano obsessively, which I think will pay off really well during my Thursday lesson. See? Every cloud has its silver lining. It’s true. I look a bit like Elvira. Maybe I should put the highlights in. I feel a bit like Angelina Jolie in her goth phase (ha, yeah ok.. I wish). Still need about a ton of collagen to get that look. I’m exhausted. I didn’t sleep all night… rambling. Oh well… at least tomorrow is already Wednesday. I hate work. : (
Oh, started planning my san francisco vacation. I’m getting kind of excited. It seems like there’s a lot to do. I’ve allocated an entire day for Golden Gate Park. I love to go to cities and go to their botanical gardens and art museums. Apparently the park has both. Plus a japanese tea house and a lake you can paddle on. : ) I emailed my friend from high school to see if she wanted to meet us for dinner. I hope she says no. She’s too perfect… I just don’t think I can deal with her. Ok.. just to make my point, here’s the email she sent me:
When are you visiting California? I'm pretty busy now, but I may be able to meet you in San Francisco for a day. Berkeley is in the Bay Area and very close to San Francisco--we live in a very nice part of the Berkeley Hills called Kensington. Cheers.
Do I have pms or is that annoying? she doesn’t even have a job. Ok, I have pms. No more bitching..it’s unbecoming. Shit, I wish it were bedtime. I think I’ll take a nap until bedtime and just end this misery right now.
