Thursday
I posted last night but I internet died so I lost the whole thing. Oh well.. luckily it was a pretty uninspired post anyway. I got my Apollo golite light therapy tonight and not a day too soon because I am one grumpy lady. I feel exhausted and oversensitive and overstimulated. The trip to the grocery store about set my over the edge with crying babies, etc. either this is wave 2 of pms, seasonal grumpiness, or there really is somethign to my hair color theory.
Oh well… I’m having a lovely glass of Yorumba (or something) Shiraz… nice.. Went a little crazy at the store. When I was kid there used to be these commercials that had a little cartoon lady going down the grocery aisles throwing everything in the cart as in the background a voice sang “don’t shop when you’re hungry, no, no, no!” Yeah… good advice, but advice I did not heed. $150 later, I have fully stocked cupboards. Yes, 2 people really do need 3 boxes of cereal, a box of granola bars, 3 cliff bars, 2 boxes of oatmeal, and a pack of english muffins for one week. Guess we’ll be having a lot of 2nd breakfasts… and 3rd breakfasts… and breakfasts for dinner…
God, I just have no energy. Well, I’m starting my light therapy on Saturday. You can take a test on their website to see if your circadian rhythms are off cycle blah blah balh. Mine is moderately delayed. So Saturday I need to turn the light on for 30 minutes at 8 am, then Sunday for 30 minutes at 7 am, then Monday I get to my regular wake up time of 6 am and leave it on for 15 minutes and do that for teh rest of the winter. I’ve looked into this several years in a row, and I have really high hopes for it. I’ll let you know if it works. I actually overslept yesterday for the first time in probably a year. I know bitch moan bitch moan. This is dull and depressing. Don’t worry, I’ll be back to my normal self in May. : )
Oh well. At least football is on tonight. I need New Orleans to lose tongiht to stay in my Survivor pool. Go Indy!
