Where oh where…
are you tonight? Why did you leave me here all alone? I’ve searched the world over and thought I found true love….
Remember that one? My husband is awol. He came home at 3 am, was sleeping when I left, now tells me he won’t be home till 1 am. I wouldn’t mind so much but now I’m used to him being around and I can’t sleep without him. I’m so tired.
I meditated tonight. I should exercise but I just don’t have the energy. Was at a conference all day and it was pretty interesting. Mostly about email and web marketing, which I used to do a ton of at my last job but we don’t do anything like that at my current job. So now I’m meeting with my boss to talk about all the cool things I want to do. I love my job, but sometimes I put a lot of effort into stuff that goes nowhere. We are a very innovative company and we do absolutely nothing to drive people to our website and no email marketing at all. It’s frustrating sometimes. Oh well… I can try. The cool thing about my last job was that I would suggest something and my boss basically said “yeah! Great! Go do that! Spend whatever you have to.” So that was cool. And I learned a lot. For some odd reason no one where I work now is really into technology.
I got some books I ordered. Animal Wisdom, which I already love love love. Here’s what it says about the owl…”If owl on strong majestic wings has flown into your world, she knows that the time has come for you to seek that which is hidden. Arcane knowledge deep within the ageless traditions of white magic will now reveal itself if you quiet your mind and take the time to explore the mysteries beyond with a guide or those who have the same mystical goals. The web connecting the world and the universe to planes we cannot even see will become clear and imbue your life with intense meaning.”
That’s interesting. That’s actually exactly how Jung describes synchronicity… a separate psychic plane that is connected to reality and has meaning. Neato! Plus, I got my Wicca for One book. Haven’t looked at that yet but I’m thinking I may go curl up on the couch and just relax and read tonight. You know, I really should just get a damn library card. sheesh. I’ve got a lot of damn books.
Haven’t had a drink since Saturday. Did have 2 diet cokes today, but only because I was afraid I’d fall asleep at the conference. : )
