my oh my
Went to the gym, did the upright bike and some weights. Had zero cigarettes today, 3 giant chocolate chip cookies, and only 1 diet coke. Cosmo #1 in progress. I say this not because I feel guilty, I’m just giving you the tally. I’m still in no guilt mode.
I have been uberly productive lately. I wonder if it’s the mind training I’ve been doing? I wrote another etheree and I think it’s absolutely perfect. But then I’m a naricissist. Judge for yourself.
I just love that little triangle thing! Cute! I started a song last night called “Fight or flight” about my tendency (inherited from both parents) of running away from problems - totally valid response by the way. I have the chorus and the bridge written but not the verses. And I got my book rethought out and now it’s really good. I don’t think I can plan it all out because I think of way better stuff as I’m writing. But I’ve got some good ideas - better than before. I will start tonight. No. I will start now!
I hate work, but the thing is, I do really enjoy the social aspect of it. The stupid xmas parties and the apple bobbing. IT’s better than sitting at home and waxing my bikini area out of boredom. Seriously. I invented another recipe last night. Macaroni, kale, vegetables, and spagehtti sauce casserole topepd with cheese! Not bad. Antoher example of my overactive mind. Bing! Bing! Bing! Maybe I should exercise more often.
