Feeling ick and..
blah. Big time. I dont’ know if it’s the shorter days, the rain, the impending cold weather, anemia, or the fact that I drank an entire bottle of red wine last night, but I’m just not feeling it today. Simple tasks like ironing clothes are overwhelming me and I basically want to curl up in a fetal position and close my eyes. I should go for a jog because I know no matter how bad it is, I’ll feel better for having done it. But I can barely get enough energy to go to the kitchen and stir my apple butter.
I want to look at what I’ve posed in the fall before… I feel like it’s all cyclical. I get a little manic, a little depressed, a little wistful… bah. One part of me wants to conquer the world and the other part wants to nap permananetly. Deep breath…
Well, I DID find what looks like a good vegetarian chili recipe for the chili cookoff at work. It’s from Emeril and the comments were very positive. That was one thing on my list. Next, I need to pack up some stuff that I’m about to sell on ebay. I think I miscalculated on teh postage so I’m actually going to be in the hole instead of profit on one of them. That’s annoying, but the fact is that I’m getting one more thing out of the house, so that’s good. I’m trying to feng shui this place as much as possible. I’m sick of clutter.
Actually, that’s a good thing to do on a rainy afternoon, home alone, feeeling icky. Clean out the coat closet! Ok, off I go. Send some positive vibes my way.
